Wednesday, 23 August 2017

If it means a lot to you

Hey darling, I hope you're good tonight
And I know you don't feel right when I'm leaving
Yeah, I want it but no, I don't need it
Tell me something sweet to get me by
'Cause I can't come back home 'til they're singin'
La, la la la, la la la
'Til everyone is singin'
If you can wait 'til I get home (I get home)
Then I swear to you that we can make this last
(La la la)
If you can wait 'til I get home (I get home)
Then I swear come tomorrow, this will all be in our past
It might be for the best
And hey sweetie, but I need you here tonight
And I know that you don't wanna be leaving
Yeah, you want it but I can't help it
I just feel complete when you're by my side
But I know you can't come home 'til they're singin'
La, la la la, la la la
'Til everyone is singin'
La, la la la, la la la
If you can wait 'til I get home
Then I swear to you that we can make this last
(La la la)
If you can wait 'til I get home
Then I swear come tomorrow, this will all be in our past
It might be for the best
You know you can't give me what I need
And even though you mean so much to me
I can wait through everything
Is this really happening?
I swear I'll never be happy again
And don't you dare say we can just be friends
I'm not some boy that you can sway
We knew it'd happen eventually
La, la la la, la la la
Now everybody's singin'
La, la la la, la la la
Now everybody's singin'
La, la la la, la la la (If you can wait 'til I get home)
Now everybody's singin'
La, la la la, la la la (Then I swear we can make this last)
Now everybody's singin'
La, la la la, la la la
If you can wait 'til I get home
Now everybody's singin' la, la la la, la la la
Then I swear we can make this last
Now everybody's singin' la

I found him and I'm hoping he is the one that I will build my future with


Sunday, 13 August 2017

My happy song


You are my happy song Devyn! <3 Why did I say so? well I got a long list for you...
--> You are my happy song because you always remind me how special I am. 
--> You are my happy song and I don't mind if somedays you could be my sad song too. 
--> You are my happy song and I guaranteed you that even if you says you will sound like a dying cat while singing- I will make you sing with me still. 
--> You are my happy song and just by thinking of you - you're making me smile. That's why I'm happy. 
--> You are my happy song because you always remind me that happiness comes from within and wherever we go whoever we are with if we have the happiness within, then we could be happy. 
--> You are my happy song because on those days that I don't feel like smiling at all- you're there to bring a smile on my face and bring back the sunshine that I keeps on sprinkling to everyone - especially at work. 
--> You are my happy song because you are my happy song and I will always always love you. 

I can't let you disappear



No I can't! Even if we need to part our ways because fate made us realize that we're not meant for each other. I can't let you disappear just like that. Cos right now, just thinking that I have to live the rest of my life without you - I know it won't ever be the same. Like the cake won't ever be the same if you took the first slice from it. Like the ice cream won't be the same after you let it sit outside on a summer day and you just left it to melt like that.
 I will be like, where is your conscience fate? Why do you have to separate us? Is it fun for you to see how lonely we could get? Are you happy now?
But try as you might, and somehow as you go further and you succeed on making us go on our separate ways. One thing I will assure you darn fate - you might take him away from me but there will always be a part of him that will stay with me forever. And you can't do anything about it, I will take that part wherever I go. I will keep it safe and you just have to live with it.

I want all of my lasts to be with you


I want all of my lasts to be with you.
I'm so happy to end up with a guy that is so understanding and thoughtful just like you babe! You know very well that you are not my first love - but still, you love me all the same. And I didn't regret that you didn't happened to be my first. Cos I believed that loving someone and be loved in return is a precious thing and I also believed that you will date a few cowards to get to meet the right one.
I'm hoping that you are the right one we are talking about in here.
I want all my lasts to be you my love and our plan to build and start a life together is beyond perfection. I love you so much Devyn! My forever goofy goose.

Holding hands


You make me feel special whenever you hold my hand regardless of the place we were in. I can still remember the very first time you held it, it was a cold winter night back then and we are on our way to watch a hockey game with your parents. Though I had gloves that time, I still felt the warm of your hands.
It's nice how my hands fit perfectly on yours - as if our hands we're designed and molded for each other it made me think that destiny and fate really do exists. I love you Devyn!

It's so hard to say goodbye


Those moments that you have to go home. You have to go through that 15 minutes of drive to get to your place and I appreciate it even more because whenever i ask you if you could hang out with me you're always there to spend time with me.
I know if we're really meant to be someday we don't need to say goodbye cos all I need to do is roll over to your side and kiss you goodnight. <3 I love you so much Devyn! My forever goofy goose.